I don’t know much about CPS, but now that I think about it, it’s not really ideal for my situation.

Might be a good idea. I’d have to replace the handle though, but it should do for a few months.

Vivid dreams where I would be in some sort of testing facility with buttons and rooms.

Mental outlaw/kenny.

I do plan on searching help elsewhere in the future, although I’m not sure where to look for. Some replies seem to offer some insight on where to start.

I can list a few basic things (like showering, brushing teeth, etc.) The bathrooms at our house aren’t well maintained, but it’s usually rare to find little to no flies (or any sort of bug) in the upstairs one. Otherwise, I’m not able to use the restrooms to do the things I need to do.

I was considering about finding a support system through chat rooms, although school would be nice, except I remember I would avoid trying to initiate a conversation with teachers, students, etc. through my middle school years. I’ll be a freshman in a few days, so yeah that’s something to think about.

I’ve started drinking evian a week ago. Although it’s a few bucks more compared to other brands, what I’ve heard it’s more like actual water because the water source has (some) minerals that you would expect to find in water.